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Download HERE: https://verseatile.bandcamp.com/album/notetoselfnnFB: http://www.facebook.com/verseatilemusicnParables: http://www.facebook.com/parableslanYouTube: http://www.youtube.com/verseatilemusicnTwitter: @verseatilenIG: @verseatilennJ.Han - https://www.facebook.com/jameshanmusicnnFilmed & Edited by Angela Chung (IG: @angelathephotographer)nnLyrics:nn(J.Han)nLooking through this glass window, pointing fingers like a victimnI see the eyes of every single felon -- burning wicked nyet an angler for the truth, but they only end up fishing. nPassionate pursuits -- that is how the plot thickens.nHot diggity. I get it. I’m caught in it. My God. I be living with nhot rods as my chariot. Top 5 in hilarious nmoments come from reckless abandon with bad decisions.nWhy would I just give it up to lay under submission? noh no [oh no] and they know [they know]nthat I’m a fraud, they don’t see a hero.nand I’m paying a price to save my egonand I’m fighting not to get it repo’dnTalking to a bunch of pigeons, got a simple message nNotes written to myself -- a hand-delivered-presentnPlease remember: do the dishes, quit your half-stepping, nafter bites of humble pie, brother count your blessingsnSee these demons running ‘round they be telling you to lingernThey be lumberjacking your affections leaving splinters nTrees make noise when they fall in the wintern“Timber, timber” all the stress will make you thinner. nI don’t think they get it, I don’t they really get it nIf you put it near their nose, yo will they really smell it? nTryna stay on course like this narrow road in Paris ngot me going, “oh Lord please don’t let me perish” n“buttt” Gotta thrive, gotta thrive.nDo you got a 5? I’m needing help to surviven“uhhh” Gotta hide, gotta hide. nRunning out of lies. I need to avoid the eyes. n“ugh” once again lying straight to my facenthe man in the mirror is the phony that I facengot my index yelling “fake!” at the sight of my reflectionnI just wanna grow in grace and embrace this imperfection. [Han Solo]nn(Verse)nWhile you’re calling this a pipe dream, I’m living out reality, got enemies that live beyond this earth that try to battle me/ this isn’t for some salary, it’s deeper than that, it goes way beyond myself and this is deeper than rap/ every single day I’m finding myself, fighting a demon, maybe I’m just fighting myself, make reason to believe in/ that there isn’t any hope for me, a cause that is lost, I just want my life in order, over the battles I’ve fought/ every morning when I wake up, I would pray in order to take up, temptations that always shake up, all the world that I know/ but just because I have been shook don’t mean I’m losing control, or maybe I am, that’s why I feel I’m stuck in this hole/ but I’m fighting, yes I’m persevering all that I’m fearing, and I know my God’s endearing for my prayers that he’s hearing/ but distractions come unexpectedly, it tries interfering, and never stops to get the best of me when it makes an appearance/ Lord, when is this madness gonna end, I tried to open up about it to my family and friends/ but no one gets me, they upset me, cause they only pretend, to understand the man I am making the same mistakes again/ my God, I guess it’s time for me to let it go, calling for emergency, please pick up the telephone/ the only one to heal me is the one this song is made for, the cost of all my sins was out of my budget but they were paid for, Lord/ Another day, another mercy, your grace was settling in during the storm when it was blurry/ you’re the only one that chose to listen when no one has heard me, you’re the only one protecting me when the world has called me dirty/ even if I never understand the way that you’re working, I know you’re working deep inside of me, I know that for certain/ cause I’m growing, making progress, and I’m showing, that the process of sanctification is a hot mess that I’m fighting lot less/ Verse Less